I’m not sure exactly WHEN it clicked, but I know my place on Earth now. There is a reason I have been tortured with questions about death since childhood. While I don’t have a strong relationship with Jesus, I see the importance of accepting death as part of life. While I fear it, my place on Earth is to make society understand that death is not something to be afraid of. So how am I supposed to convince the world of something that I am not sure of? That is a question that I hope to answer during my career. But until then my role is to make sure that the transition from life to death is peaceful, accepting, and painless. I want satisfaction with the fulfillment of loved one’s lives as they crossover to their spiritual life–whatever that is. THAT IS MY CALLING.